Lets talk about...

Weight loss. Boo.

Having this baby and trying to loose the baby weight has been a real kick in the pants, I tell ya.

totally worth it though. little j & I on our first morning after he was born

When I was pregnant with Jasper, I gained about 50 Ibs. Boo again. And mind you, I was pretty healthy throughout my pregnancy. I ate well, and was exercising up until the last week and a half. A week before I went into labor, we were hiking around the Utah gardens in Lehi.

Big as a boat pregnant at 40 weeks (top) and 39 weeks (above)

Everything was smooth sailing until about the last 3 hours of labor. Little J never dropped. We didn't know at the time, but it was because he had was wrapped himself around the shoulder, waist, and hip up in his too-short cord. Consequently, every time I had a contraction the stupid thing was squeezing him half to death. Poor guy came out looking like he had done 12 rounds in a boxing ring.

Our little Quasimodo.

So, I had to have an emergency Cesarean. And even with all the bad wrap cesareans get (and believe me, I was teary eyed going into the OR), I am very, very grateful, because it definitely saved one, or both of our lives.

meeting each other for the first time.
I was really concerned about his little nose.
In my defense, I was a bit out of it. 

I was told that my recovery might be a little longer than a regular delivery, but I felt pretty great after the delivery; I was up and walking the next afternoon. I think I got a little too overconfident, because I decided to start exercising more than the suggested walking before the recommended time.

Because everything is still moving back after having baby, and you are still carrying around a bunch of extra weight that your body isn't use to supporting, they generally suggest you wait at least 6 weeks before exercising. Medically, you are still deemed "pregnant" until 6 weeks postpartum.

I don't know if Cesareans make things more complicated (I wouldn't think so, but honestly I know nothing, obviously), and clearly there is no "formula" that works for everyone, but I ended up putting a lot of extra stress on my back, and getting myself a pretty severely herniated disc. BOOOOO again.

So for the last 7 months, the pain from the disc has been off & on, interfering with my ability to do much of any physical activity.When I felt good, I usually tended to overdo it (Crossfit anyone?) and usually ended up aggravating it again.

It wasn't until last month that I was able to get an epidural to treat it (my foot is still numb, but hey, I can bend over), and start to feel confident that hopefully this thing is gone for good. (The guys that I work with are so sweet, they saw me hobbling around, bent in half for a while, so now whenever they see me, they always ask "How's your back?" *Face Palm*).

I've finally started seeing results though. The other thing that really has made a difference for me has been getting on the right dosage of Metformin. I have PCOS (an infertility, insulin absorption disorder), which makes it very hard to loose & maintain weight, and in the last 2 weeks since my disc has been treated and I've been on the right dosage for PCOS, I've lost 11 Ibs. YAY!

I'd still like to loose an extra 20 to be at my ideal weight though. So here is my question:

What works for everyone else? What routines etc. do you like? I don't mind cutting out unhealthy foods, but I'm not a big dieter. I find that a lifestyle of healthy eating habits is waaay more effective than any diet.

What can I try though? That is what I want to know. And I want to be held accountable for what I'm doing. So I'm going to be doing a "Health Progress Report" post weekly, where I report on my progress, and what I've liked/hated over the previous week.

So here is to babies. And weight loss. And progress. And herniated discs (but not really). Feel free to join in on all the fun if you like to!

"Let's make things happen girl".

thoughts on pregnancy...

Justin and I were talking the other day, about how special this pregnancy has been. Getting everything ready, learning and going to classes together, talking about how we want to do things with our child, and watching him grow and grow and grow over the last nine months.

It has been such a special experience for us both, that it is hard to see how any following pregnancies could be just as treasured an experience.

But I've realized that a lot of what has made this pregnancy so special is because it is all about this specific little boy who is coming into our life. This unique child or our Heavenly Father whom we've been given the responsibility to love and take care of. The things that have been most special aren't because we are having a baby, but because we are having this baby.

And I think that is how it will always be. How we can always make it special. Whether we are adopting, or have another pregnancy, as long as we remember and think about the value and uniqueness of each little spirit and their journey into our home, how could the experience not be uniquely special?

compound problems...

Dress: Soel Boutique / Earrings: F21 / Watch: Lucien Picard via eBay $75 / Shoes: Frye via eBay

the view from up here.

Pregnancy =
lower immune system =
higher prevalence for sickness and infection =
infections =
unpleasant doctor visit =
antibiotics =
weird reaction to antibiotics & lower immune systems =
yeast infection =
yet to be solved problems=

words cannot adequately express.

random thoughts on pregnancy.

 

Skirt: Asos, $30 / Top: F21, $20 / Shoes: Frye via eBay, $20 /
Bag: Carla Mancini via eBay, $30

I've been strangely resistant to the idea of getting a big pregnancy belly. I know it is inevitable, but still.

Apparently, being pregnant makes your skin a lot more sensitive. I've been sporting these leg burns since our Mexico trip. yay.

There are soooo many opinions about labor and delivery. I don't even know where to begin. So I haven't.

That said, I think I might be a little bit in denial.

Maybe I am the only woman in the world who feels this way, but I am really NOT down with the bigger boobies who have made getting dressed that much more difficult.

Skirts are my favorite.

Even though we are sooo not ready and you are already stressing me out of my mind, I already love you my little parasite.